Focus

staying at home doing nothing.
day after day, time after time,
when the emptiness starting to whisper,
i only feel that my current life is extremely meaningless.
what am i doing?
i should have my own responsibility, dream & effort.
i should feel shamed as i still depend on my family.

really feel thankful deeply from my heart
that my parents, family & bf give me fully support & time unconditionally
in my effort to get a job. thank you~

hope to get job ASAP,
for $, new experience, knowledge & social network,
for family, for future!
no more tumble around,
must FOCUS, FOCUS & FOCUS!

Friendly?

what kind of person i am?
friendly? but unfriendly?
friendly, because i'm so happy to know new friends.
unfriendly, because i'm too lazy to treat my friends.
that's why, my friends come quickly, go also quickly.
haha...
perhaps, i need to change,
as i think,
"friendly but unfriendly person" is not a good description for me =.= hehe

Introvert vs Extrovert

Extrovert

• Extroverts tend to love the limelight: they are born performers.
  
• Forthcoming, open, and energetic.
  
• Extroverts tend to want to be on the go. They thrive on activities, both physical and mental.
  
• The key to extroverts is that they gain their energy from the outside world. Things outside of these people stimulate them, or energize them. This includes other people and outside, exciting activities.
  
• Extroverts become more energetic or charged up by social events and large group activities. They enjoy being busy and surrounded by people.

Introvert

• Introverts are often misunderstood.
• They can appear to be shy and aloof, or calm, or even unfeeling.
  
• Introverts work within their minds and excel at such tasks as writing, composing, engineering, and researching, and in disciplines such as design, diagnostic imaging, psychiatry, and radiology.
  
• Introverts feel the most energized and complete when they are peacefully thinking or working in their minds, or by being calmly stimulated by the outside world.
• Large, loud parties, thrill-seeking, and too many people drain introverts

are u a introvert person? or extrovert?
how about me?

Temper

bad temper, hot temper, quick temper.
grumpy.
cant control.
bad mood.

Beach Guy

he will leave
at the midnight of this sunday.
today he went out with several course mates
as fare well.
hah, i thought he will fly in this midnight.

friend,
please do take care.
wherever you go, whatever you do,
i always be with you.
fare well...^^

$$$

no $ no talk.
no $ no go out.
no $ no shopping.
no $ cant do anything.

want to find job.
ASAP.
wish me luck~

$$$

Mosquito

I slept at my mama's room yesterday night.
fell asleep at about 1am.
but i woke up at 2am something.
my face looked very swollen.
bitten by mosquito the black.
hate!
i already tried to cover my body & face with blanket.
also covered my ears to avoid their "voice".
why they still wanna disturb my sleeping time?
fed up!

worried my emotion disturb my mama.
so i went to living room.
at this moment my papa came to watch football match.
Spain vs SA.
we had 2 pieces of bread with peanut butter.

feel sleepy again.
went to bed again at around 4am.
this time i really hoped no mosquito come disturb me..

5am something i woke up again.
really annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my face getting more swollen and red.
about to burn out!
but what can i do?
i can't switch on the light & catch the mosquitoes,
this action might disturb my mama.
went to living room again.
turned on TV.
my grandma woke up in 6am something.
accompanied me watch TV.

i went to bed again at 7am something.
this time i went to my bedroom.
sank into a deep sleep,
until 3pm.

I HATE MOSQUITO!!!

Feeling

很难说出我现在的感受。
应该说是纳闷。
大概收在身体里，
流在血液中太久了。
真的好纳闷。
好纳闷。
我不喜欢这样的感觉。
即空洞、即。。。
我也不明白。

我在乎我自己吗？
关于我的想法，
关于我想说的事。
为什么我总认为我是一个人说话？
好累。

Change Plan

Change a plan today.
just planned to have pizza tonight.
only Li n I.
papa & mama went to a dinner.
sister not having dinner at home.
but finally changed.
maybe will have Ramli burger later.
hungry..............

Emptiness

that's what i feel now.
that's true.
yeah, a bunch of emptiness..
missing something.
losing something..
needing something to fill in.
yeah, i need to do something.
still planning.
will deciding.
& doing..

I cooked fried rice at this afternoon.
nothing special.
just a very normal fried rice..=.=

X Mood

today no mood to leave a blog here.
nth to write.

Sorry

琳，对不起，真的对不起。
你交代我做的事情，我忘了做。
让你不开心了。。
对不起。

我的喝水计划挑战失败了，
一天喝最少2公升的水似乎不是一件简单的事。
我连1.5公升都喝不完。
不过还是会继续坚持下去的。

无所事事有是一天。
下午看了一套电影。
韩国的HeartyPaws，
至于它的华语名字我就不懂了。
内容一开始就很凄凉了。
父亲不在了，母亲和爱人跑了，
留下的两兄妹与小雪（一只土狗）相依为命。
妹妹却突然的离开人世了。
呜呜，什么电影嘛。
就那么厉害赚取观众的眼泪。
不过那只土狗还真的很厉害演戏，
其中两幕是小雪不断不断的追地铁和巴士，
拼了命地想追回主人哥哥，
重点是他的脸上挂着悲伤的表情，
真的很悲伤。
还有生病时的表情也不例外，
他，真的很真。
好佩服他哦。

我的部落好闷好闷哦，
都没有谁给我Comment，
大概也没有人知道这里吧……
少少寂寞……
有空给我Comment哦！

ehm,终于有睡意了，
累了吧……
大概是这样没有错。。
掰掰~