每个人都差不多

其实，压力,每个人都有。
寂寞,大家都寂寞。
何必太在意。
只是偶尔难免会难受。。
慢慢收拾心情。。
慢慢复原。。
我会适应的。。
GANBATTE！！！

blackout

i know im going to fall
at the last minute wanna cry for help
but still cant managed to call anybody
perhaps i don't know which person should i ask
helpless...
really helpless................
never mind
if it happens again
i will take care of myself
i have learned not to expect anyone
i take care of myself

Today

Feeling always influencing ppls' emotion
just release myself
only for today
only for tonight......................

Sweet Things

thinking to have a lot of sweet things now...
cheese cake
chocolate
honey
pudding
pancake
waffle cake
ice-blended red bean
&
ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!


worry about getting on weight or diabetic?
well, i dont care!!!

just put aside all those feeling
never think about it
never touch it
not important anymore

愚人的国度

孙燕姿 - 愚人的国度

填词：李焯雄/孙燕姿 作曲：孙燕姿

爱是愚人的国度
看我们演的好辛苦
是你所谓的领悟
我不懂 我不哭

看悲欢喜怒每一步
是疲惫还是依赖的束缚
来你能不能再重复
让我懂 让我哭

再让时间停住
再把字看清楚
不必再说假如
或穿过天地荒芜
借口 不能碰触

爱是愚人的国度
不能自拔 不懂退出
我们都回不去最初
曾美丽 但还是不满足
爱是自娱自乐演出
一步一步自我陷入
究竟 是笑 是哭


再让画面停住
把自己看清楚
不必再说假如
或穿过一地荒芜
幸福 不能碰触

爱是愚人的国度
不能自拔 不懂退出
我们都回不去最初
曾美丽 但还是不满足

爱是自娱自乐演出
一步一步自我陷入
究竟 是笑 是哭

爱是愚人的国度
不能自拔 不懂退出
我们都回不去最初
怎样爱 也还是不满足
爱是自娱自乐演出
一步一步 自我陷入
结局 是笑 是哭

like to visit your blog recently. though just read 1 or 2 post, it's really enough to keep my energy and spirit up. wish i can be like u, a responsible, confident, self-motivated and determined person. every time when i feel like lost in the air, your blog makes me find my direction back. your words keep telling me do not give up. maybe you don't know how much your articles affecting me, but it's really important to me. thank you very much! same to you too, do not give up. keep on moving!!!!

customer service

went to Immigration Office at Seberang Jaya to settle some foreign workers' matter this morning, which is also part of my responsibilities. i reached there at 9.30am, but surprisingly, the office has already crowded by people, cant even find a space to park my car in the immigration office's car park. without hesitate, i quickly pressed the machine to get my number when i reached the office. first number i got was 635, the present number was only 602 = =''' then i press another number, 849, the present number was just 815, OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how long i suppose to wait until i reach my turn?????? this situation immediately ruin my mood.......... i purposely not to go there too early in the morning as i experienced once before, i reached there at 8.30am, but the office counter only open after 9am. this time, i thought i'm so so clever not to go so early, no need to waste my time waiting there, but what's actually happening today? why such a big crowd of people come to office this morning? luckily i met a secondary school friend here, we chat while waiting for our turn. seeing those officers doing their responsibilities by serving the customers one by one. slow, their speed were extremely slowwwwwwwwww.... i wonder how they actually do their job? did they try to speed up as there were so much customers today?

the waiting process was tiring. some of the customers fed up too, keep grumbling there but they can't do anything as they knew it's useless if they make a complaint regarding their dissatisfaction. they knew the complaint wont bring any changes to their performance and efficiency. that's the image of government officers to people, people hope to see changes on them, but they losing hope on them at the same time too. so people never expect more from them, although they were not satisfy....... my friend and i finally reached our turn at 12.30pm, took us 3 hours at the immigration office, sigh....................... after that we went for lunch together and back to work then... tiring day><'''

busy weekend

really tired this few days....5/3/10 went to have a dinner with colleagues at kim hii restaurant at sunway. 20++ pax attended the dinner. finally ms. lai attended the dinner with us too after her two months maternity leave. she will come to work again on next monday. ha, i never thought i will be drunk because of plenty glasses of red wine. in fact, i overestimated myself ==''' probably cant drive home myself. so after the dinner, i went to ktv with 3 colleagues at amp square in sunway carnival. 3 something only went back home... such an enjoyable night!

6/3/10 woke up at around 9am. picked up 3 ipoh friends from bus terminal and a friend from crystal suits, went to class together. not feeling well, dizzy and no appetite, feel like wanna vomit, drank too much yesterday i guess, so bad... T.T can't even remember what i learn that day, have to recall back.... after class went to gurney plaza kim gary to have dinner with class mates. no appetite at all, just slept there & had a cup of honey milk... feeling much better then~ thank you much for so caring about me, my dear friends! after that sent 2 friends to hostel and 3 friends to crystal suits. had a small glass of red wine again = =''', just a little only = ='''.... enjoying the chicken family performance by weekday class's students too hahahha... when reached home i just took a bowl of soup & took shower then went to bed. finally i'm here with you, my lovely snoopy~!

7/3/10 woke up at around 9 again. feeling better. thanks, mum for preparing lunch for me before i went out! i really appreciate that~~~ went to bus terminal to buy tickets for friends, picked up friends at crystal suit and hostel, then went to class again. managed to learn more that day, to get more energy, motivation and spirit too! i dont want to be 'sang kancil' watch me transform into somebody one day in future yea!!! watch me!!!!!! after class sent ipoh friends to bus terminal again. had dinner with sir, ms chong, katherine & other friends somewhere at penang road.

actually it's quite tired these few days, my leg cramp too at night after traveling for the whole days. but really feel glad while helping my friends when they need me.

GOOD LUCK & ADD OIL, MY DEAR FRIENDS! STRIVE FOR YOUR DREAM YEA!!!

Busy Day

23-02-2010, i was invited by Huey Tyng to perform with 3 other players at Eastin Hotel. it was a Digi event, but don't know what was it actually about. so i took half day leave and met a friend at blogger cafe at raja uda. we have a easy & comfortable chat there... after that i rushed home and got myself ready to meet up Qi Sheng at his musical center at BM. finally we reach Eastin Hotel at around 6pm.

the other 3 players were Qi Sheng, Ee Ming and Foo Shen. we were the only team of player requested to welcome the guests outside the ballroom before their function start at 8pm. we performed from 6pm - 8pm.

this was my 3rd experience perform with Qi Sheng, a very talented and passionate guzheng teacher. i still remember the 2nd performance with him at G Hotel (also invited by Huey Tyng). the purpose to perform at Eastin Hotel & G Hotel was the same, but the atmosphere at G Hotel was not so comfortable as we'd been treated like invisible people. haha, perhaps the guest that day was attracted by other exhibition team...

for this time, the responses from the guests were better and more supportive. feel comfortable and warm for that, feel good!

after reached home,
started doing something pointless...

gong xi fa cai! huat ar~~~!

banana's fingers?
still wondering why a friend said my dearest fingers look like banana = . =

ma banana's hand?

flower flower clothes at home
since now reach the trend of flower (quite outdate)
so i also join the trend too.. (wu liao ppl)

ma fake eye lit XD!

suddenly felt very very hungry.....
bite ang bao!!!


11.25pm
finally i was sitting in front of dining table having my dinner....
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CHIANG CHIANG!
duck maggie mee
looks bad,
but taste really great!
i was seriously starve!!!

seriously exhausted too
can't wake up in the next morning
next next morning
until today....
=)