time flies so fast. never notice that my probation will reach 2 months soon. but all this long i never clarify what i've learned in this period. never mind, i will summarize and clarify a bit later on. but not now not here hahaha... anything changes to me? yes, good and bad. learn a lot from work, from colleagues, from superior. there's so much things and knowledge i never know and never touch on. feel really shame on myself. i need to catch up a lot in future so that i won't feel myself lack of knowledge in the field i'm involving now. ganbatte!
bad thing? several bad things too. everyday travel to my working place took about 50 minutes. consume of time and petrol fees make me feel bored. sometimes my leg cramp too when stuck in traffic jam, really frustrated and painful but still have to continue driving. some more have to wake up early in the morning and taste the rush hour to get myself well prepared before i go to work. what a life is this? but still, i have to accept it... that's why i got my own decision: mostly, i won't work there for too long time. maybe 1 year. maximum 2 years. oh gush, hope everyone i know in office won't see this post! a ha ha ha!
another things is i found myself talking to myself when i'm alone. this situation turning serious apparently lately, OMG scared myself too!!!!!!!! am i turning into a very old lady suddenly? or severe sickness? i shall clear away this habit ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
found myself get lost for so long time. i will find my way back to the right path soon. very very soon~
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